Saturday, November 28, 2009

Music Update?

Change of playlist.

I titled it "1".

No significance. But's what I've listened to this past week.

I really don't know why.

Friday, November 27, 2009

I'm so confused.

What the heck is going on?

Friday, November 20, 2009

Fresno, here I come.

WBA CHAMPIONSHIPS, BABY!
;D

no time for silly colors.

I STILL HAVEN'T PACKED. or done my hw. lame.
I passed out on my bed at TEN O'CLOCK. Wth.
I just took a shower right now. -____-x

we leave in less than 12 hours. I planted my 4 day plants yesterday on Farmville. WHOOT.

The final stretch.

LET'S GO~!
P.S. As of late, I've been listening to Panic! At the Disco in the morning. hahaha. blast from the past, much?
"Have some composure, where is your posture? Oh, no no.. you're pulling the trigger, pulling the trigger all wrong."
"Can't take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid."
My next immersion: The Hush Sound or... Jay-Z.
hahah :)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

11.19.09

I've been having nightmares lately. Well, not really bad ones, but enough to go..

"This is possible. This could happen."
It's not like my life took a bad turn, it's just.. maybe it's something on my mind? I don't know. I can't remember what happened exactly. But they all ended with..
"Can't you see that it's hurting me? Don't you care?"
The heck? I don't even know where it came from. But it was liberating in the end. I really don't know. I don't know if I caused whatever happened or if something happened to me.
All I know.. is that there's a catalyst. And it's definitely not me.
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We leave for Fresno tomorrow. I don't know if I should bring my laptop. Kay, I should get ready for school, I guess.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Blah.

Mimic essays due tomorrow. haven't started.
GC in-class short-form book report friday. haven't read it.
math test friday. haven't done any of the hw.
history project. haven't done the research for my group.
chem test tuesday. haven't written down the sheet.
dot book lost. gotta redo the old one.
spanish notes and history notes. gotta organize them before the end of the semester.

ugh. I'm so unmotivated, it's ridiculous.
today, I decided that I'm tired of school.

I think I won't go online for a while. so that one day, when I finish all of my ish, I will be able to relax.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR WINTER BREAK.
urgghhhhh.