Practice

A good way to get over something on your mind is a distraction.
So I've decided to practice flute. Maybe actually start being serious about it.
Orchestra has become a part of my weekends now, every Saturday from 7-9pm at Premier Academy and 9-hour workshops on the last Saturday of the month starting March.. this goes on until June, when our concert is.
As usual, I'm a 2nd flute. Blah blah blah.
We're studying some piece and Beethoven's Symphony No. 3.
I already have the first movement down.
Today was the first practice of 2nd semester.
Since he opened a place in San Moreno, like about half of the Chino Hills group was gone. It felt kind of empty.

Blah, I'd rant more but whatever.

I practiced flute for 5 hours yesterday. 5 hours straight, no bathroom break. For all of you people that practice everyday, I emphasize 5 hours because I'm generally a very lazy person who dislikes even thinking about flute and/or practicing it for that matter.

Blah, I'm tired now.

Annoyance - Part I

Today, in Spanish 2, I was thinking back to things that pissed me off. And the new things that piss me off now.
Like.. the girl in front of me that acts like she comes from the ghetto, but she's like.. just a butch softball player. She says "like" in almost every other word and she thinks she knows what she's talking about when she talks about LA. Stooooopiddd.
Or the guy that sits besides me that totally is not even trying to get a C in that class. Deadbeats.
I'm sorry that my blogs really don't have any substance like everyone else's with words that have meaning behind them, but I was just feeling like I had to let it out somewhere.
And.. I'm not so typically hateful as I was back in middle school, so these things would have seriously caused me anguish back then. But anyways.
I hate it when people have the power to do something about their problem or situation, but they expect everyone else to bend over and do it for them. There was a particular incident a few weeks ago, but I'm afraid to say it over the internet because it would automatically give off whoever it is I am ranting about.
In short: If you can do it yourself, DO IT YOURSELF. You shouldn't have to make someone else do it for you when they have their own dang problems to attend to.
You probably think I'm just being very anal about this, but I'm not. There's something wrong with this world and most of us think that everyone else could just take care of the mess for us.
NO.

Okay, I think that's it. For now.

I FORGOT.

SHOOOOOOT. I just realized that this Saturday.. THIS SATURDAY, is the first practice for the 2nd semester of South Coast Youth Symphony Orchestra (SCYSO). D:
Completely slipped my mind and I forgot to choose/practice an audition piece. -__-
Faahhhh.
Now, I don't even know if it's a 9-hour workshop since it's the last Saturday of the month.
.-.

Oh well. I know for a fact I'm gonna be a 2nd flute. No point.
Why am I freaking out?
Just breathe. -___-

So much for free weekends.

Stressing over nothing

So the past few days have definitely been weird and stressful.

THANK GOD finals are over. I think I did pretty okay in comparison to how I did the whole semester.

Just... barely making the cut. Kinda.

I desperately, honestly, seriously need to hang out with someone in the next few weeks or so.

Blow off some steam cause by school and other people.

Yeah. So today was the first day of the new semester.

It's alright.. besides the fact that I have to walk a longer distance between 2nd and 3rd, buhhh it's all good.

This is pretty much just ranting. And I have a massive headache right now.

Thanks God I don't really have homework due tomorrow.. although I should probably start on my current events and vocab and organizing crap.



I finished reading Hamlet over the 3 day weekend, that's good. Cause I probably won't have time this week or I would probably get too lazy. Now I have to analyze it and BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I hate where I'm sitting in Spanish class cause I'm like in the corner sitting next to these people that piss me off when they talk. -________-

Social Awareness is alright. I just want an A. And Computer Tech 2 is filled up, supposedly.

But the class is pretty okay.

Concert Band... I dislike how I can only hear myself (and I can't sight-read for crap) and how some people near me have no idea that their tone is making me cry. Honestly, when I sit down to play in Concert band, it feels like when you're stuck at a job that you really hate in a cubicle with people you know, but you can't really communicate with them because the boss demands that you all just keep to yourselves and stick to your work. I know I haven't really experienced that kind of torture, but in a way, I can empathize with people stuck at those kind of jobs.

Math... Ms. Rito's not a very good teacher.. but she's an excellent tutor. I just hope that I can make up everything in second sem. -___-

And not fall asleep. I like sitting behind Jerick because he's so funny and tall that I can sleep behind him and Ms. Rito wouldn't notice.

Biology. So many people in our period now. I don't like it. But at least I might actually pay attention more in class. This year, I really want to study hard and really put 100% effort into everything.



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I need a breather.




AHAHA. The English project was so freaking bomb.


Something tells me that I really, really need to use Ryan's ripstick again. Really. And without sandals this time.